B3ho1d The Smil3

Weekend lor.

2006-08-04T19:13:11Z

So it's the weekend la. =T I don't know how to be cheerful for this. =op There is so much on my mind. I wish I know what to do. I think the best thing to do is try to keep myself occupied so I won't think crazy things. =op keke. It's been a while since I have updated.

I need to clean! moving my crap. keke.

Just two more weeks. =) I am worried ar.

I have been BUSY! =op

2006-07-27T17:12:44Z

Whee... I have been watching some chinese, taiwanese, japanese ep! O yeah and aime.

Finished...
- White Robe of Love 白袍之戀(SO GOOD!) (20)
- Fugo Keiji II

Middle of...
- War and Destiny 亂世佳人 (10)
- Eternal Love 倩女幽魂 (9)
- Primadam (6)
- Silence 深情密碼 (5)
- Sapuri (2)
- My Boss my Hero (1)
- Air Gear (14)
- Utawarerumono(14)
- Kiba (13)
- Strawberry Panic (7)
- Taiyou no Uta (1)
- Princess Princess D (1)
- Nana (15)

Gonna start
- Tokyo Juliet 東方茱麗葉
- Petopeto-San
- Tomorrow 愛情白皮書 (need to d/l)

I have been sleeping late because of watching all those! hahha... =op baka me.

update update!

2006-07-26T17:19:27Z

I haven't posted here for such a long time. So here I am updating. I guess this is how life is gonna work. Things come and go, but memories will always last. A lot of my friends are going away next year to University/College away from Sauga and here I am: stuck. Well, I can't necessarily say I am stuck, but let's just say this is fate.

Okay, I didn't get into the program and the University I wanted to go to. Big deal. So here I am now. It's not like I am unhappy about where I am, it's just I guess I want a bit of independence. Learn how to take care of myself, more privacy, more freedom. I think I will never learn what is enough. I remember a while back I use to be content with what I have. As of now, that has changed, for better or for worst? Who knows.

With friends going away, it's a bit scary. Scary for what the future witholds. I wish I can control these things, but I can't in reality. I just really hope+pray things won't be too hard.

Sometimes life is just difficult. Watch over me please, God.

Going to St. Jacob on tuesday. It'll be interesting, lots of things to look at, but nothing to buy. It's just one of those places!

O yeah last sunday, me and joan went to pmall. It was really fun. LoL I spend most of my money on food. The rest on picture. lol... I didn't actually buy much. =op fobby pictures! ^+^

Anyways... I can't wait until frosh week... my parents better not get in the way of going out late.... =op

waaa... It's JUNE!

2006-06-06T03:16:25Z

=T June sucks SO MUCH. Exams, summer, STRESS, uni decision! These things SUCK!

Well I have decided which uni I would go to, so I am happy. Moreover, something else makes me uber happy as well. =op keke. Car, new phone, date! ahhh...

O yeah, today i was being stupid, well just grumpy and over-sensitive to some comments. I am happy that it all worked out though.

O yeah, ISU and summatives are coming up! I hate those. They are absolutely horrible. Why must we face such stress!!!! ahh... =op. I am so slacking... i should just go to bed... since i am uber tired.

Blah, i give up on my world history. Oyasumi dudes!

Well... It's the time of decision.

2006-06-01T23:34:24Z

I have chosen UTM. Simply because it offers a good program, not like Mac doesn't. But, it's too far away. =op From.... loo.

So going to utm will allow me to GET the car, visit chris and have dates ( pretty sad, but i am happy about it.) Like honestly from what the universities offered me, utm is really the best choice, beside Mac.

These few weeks is going to be really busy. English ISU and World History Summative. Dang. So freakin busy.

My world history exam is on the last day, which is June 23! So... i don't think i will study for this, cuze it doesn't even count. =op I just need to do well on my english exam and try not to fail it. AND ACE accounting which is impossible, but whatever.

TOMORROW IS grad reception AND bye bye birdie show! I can't wait!

My World...

2006-05-29T03:59:40Z

At the moment, I am making a decision about University.
I am stressed, sad, depressed, whatever you name it.

Laurier for economic - BA economic and accounting (May switch to BBA)
UTM and MAC - B. Com.

What do I do?

CMA is where I want to be.
Laurier is where I want to be, the program will get me somewhere. sigh* Parents want me to go to utm. What to do, what to do.

My world is collapsing.

Pictures update from Medieval Times

2006-05-15T22:54:13Z

Just a picture from Medieval Times. I just think it's fun doing this.

^_^ Smiles.

2006-05-14T01:06:39Z

Went grocery shopping with my mom and brought LOTS OF SNACKS! One thing that makes me happy is picking and buying snacks. Food makes me happy.

My parents said before I was always so grumpy, so i am better now. I guess it's kinda true, I have been really grumpy and stressed. Things are better now, so i am happy. Sorry to those i have been mean to. >.< Forgive me.

Now for school, I just need to work hard on my english essay, I want to do well! ^_^

Make up class is the fun-est, i can't wait until tuesday! keke.

Recent Chinese episode: The Dance of Passion, La Femme Desperado
Anime: Nana, Utawarerumono, Kiba, Makai Senki Disgaea
I need to catch up on jap series >.<

FOOD! ja na!

Medieval times today!

2006-05-13T03:04:27Z

It was so fun! I liked it.

Baddy today, so tired.

A day.

2006-05-11T21:01:07Z

I did my test today. I failed it.
I also did my english essay outline. Good thing. Or i would die tonight. I just need to get my rough copy signed.

Funny, after how long? Someone managed to tell me I have a very bad temper. I guess he is right. Recently I have been so grumpy and just so bitchy, I am just stressed beyond anything. I guess it was very hard to work with me. I don't blame them. Blah. I guess i should go back to the nice me. =op It's little things that I get pissed off at and it builts up, and then it turns into a grumpy me.

I think I need a day off, or i'll die of stress.

I am so glad this week is over soon. Now i have to stress about prom! haha. Still need to buy necklace and bracelet. Hmmm also this make up thing. This will roughly cost a lot? I don't know. keke.

Make up class are the fun-est!

O YEAH! Medival Times tomorrow! ^_^ Fun fun, but i have to come back and get my essay signed. Argh* One imperfection thing.

fell in love with Nana.

2006-05-07T22:12:22Z

Travel to the moon.
You sleep and your dreams unravel.
I'm out here tending this precious light
all alone in the world.
I know that to get strong, with you by your side,
I'll get back those
long forgotten smiles.
Open your eyes!
I'm here waiting for you.
Even if the future brings on many changes.
I'm here waiting for you.
Keep yelling out for me.
I know our hearts are tugging on the threads of fate that connect us.
Just like the wings of my heart
brought us together.
No need to cry.

YES, Uber Happy!

2006-05-05T22:40:20Z

I am so happy right now and also relaxed. =op

Today I got my assignment and test done for English. Gilchrist said of the 21 assignments people handed in, only 4 were done right. I wonder what he means by that. I hope I did it well or I'll cry. O yeah the test, I did okay. I think i should have done better if i knew he was gonna take it from anywhere near that text. O well. I can't ask for more la. I am content.

Moreover, today Ms. Goodman changed the project due date to wednesday and test to thursday which means i will need to work hard this week to do well. I am glad though. Happy Happy. keke.

Today at 5th i watched Chris's rehearsal. It sounds pretty good. I wish Chris would sing for me... That would really make my day. keke. Such a cutie! =op

O yeah, tuesday make-up class. It was so fun last tuesday! keke. I love washing my face now. keke It feels good. Now i just gotta save money to buy cosmetic. *cries* I am so poor lately. >.< I can't wait! It'll be fun this week and the weeks after. hahah it's funny watching phoebe struggling! =op keke. I do it naturally i guess... I love getting all pretty! =op Muahahaha. As you can see I am uber happy and hyper! =op I can't wait until the week of prom! It'll be busy but it'll also be kewl! Prom! lala. O yeah I was surprised the product she was selling is Mary Kay. THe girl is gonna get a pink catalyic. (Can't spell) I am sorta interested as well.

*Daydreams................................

Stressing a lot lately...

2006-05-04T20:59:45Z

Yes I have been stressing a lot lately. I have been trying to get things done asap so i don't do things last min. Yesterday i finished 26 hamlet questions! I am pretty damn proud of myself. keke. So tomorrow i just need to hand in the thing and tonight i'll study hard for the english quote test. I shall ace it! =op

The world history project is due on monday and there is also an accounting test. Then on Wednesday i have a big ass world history test. I really wonder how i am gonna prepare for that. I think i will do bad, as usual.

Anyways I am going out, when i come back home, I am gonna study hard. >=)

craziness...

2006-05-02T19:35:13Z

how the heck can i keep calm with someone like that around me. Crazy. f-up.

Talk about bitchiness.

Edit:

Good thing i got to sleep in today. Woke up at 8 and I am pretty good today.

I just realized how much work I have.

2006-04-30T18:08:02Z

Ah. I have so much work. My aunt came over for a few days. It was great spending some time with her. Of course while I was at it, I still remembered Chris and brought something for the both of us. Food. It's great!

On the school side, I am pretty much screwed and I dont' feel like doing any of the work given. *cries* I am one lazy girl. keke.

Wed: S&S History Assignment due.
Fri: Hamlet questions due.
Mon: ISM History project due.

I want to cry. So stressed out. lol.

Ew... Ms. Goodman is back. >.

A day.

2006-04-26T23:11:40Z

I fell asleep right after dinner yesterday. I slept until like 12 something, slept again until 7 then finally woke up at 9.

Spend my day doing homework and stuff.

Finally these days are over. I am looking forward.

Reflecting on these days, I have been through so much. I learned so much. Sometimes so much I can barely comprehend. But I still have to thank you those who put me through such things. Thank you so much to show me this is life. This is what life is all about and I have also realized there must be more than this and there will be more.

I will live my days happy. This is my destiny.

blah...

2006-04-25T22:51:25Z

What a tiring day. My legs are sore. =op blah...

got 5th place. Alright i guess. =T

But I saw a lot of ppl today.

O yeah! Some woman was yelling at this guy who got his candy stolen! Stupid woman, so unreasonable! EVEN MORE THAN ME! It would be kewl if I can bitch back at her, it's my last year anyways I don't care. I heard she is the head of the ROPSSAA. O_O whoa. It would suck if someone pissed her off and they qualified for OFSAA. Hahah and she said no, they cannot go to ofsaa. lol.

Tomorrow...

2006-04-24T23:20:58Z

Tomorrow is ROPSSAA la. I am nervous(not a lot), mainly because I want to win. I am determined to win. Let me do well. =)

As the day and time get closer, the more I cannot wait.

Ganbatte Jess!

YEAH... I can worry about badminton now!

2006-04-22T16:49:37Z

Mid-terms are FINALLY over. So glad. I am so relieved.

So now I am just gonna worry about badminton. Strive to win ROPSSAA just like last year and get to OFSAA. Try my hardest! No one is gonna stop me!

Double elimination. I want to win and I WILL!

Okay... I should do my english work now. *puffy face*

Aishiteru.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY...

2006-04-09T02:15:57Z

This idea came from talking to Chris and Daniel. So funny!

girl :hey how much do you weigh?
boy: I weigh 143. keke
girl: awww... *kiss*

boy: how much you weigh?
girl: i dunno... 637
boy: holy fuck!

^_^ Just gotta love this!

2006-04-04T02:48:18Z

To Joan...

2006-03-21T23:12:34Z

Fine... I will talk about JOAN other than school! =op I miss you baby! keke. I miss everything about you! Your eyes are as pretty as the stars............................ *BARFS* =op keke. I am joking!

I can't really talk about anything else other than school! =op

I won't be going on the tournament on Thursday, so I guess I will go home and sleep. =) And I get to sleep in tomorrow. =) I can skip practice tomorrow morning. So I am happy. I am also happy I got my presentation over with! I hope I did well. Hmm... I am very very happy. =) I am very hungry too!

I am gonna go do my english and fix it up. So yeah... later!

I can't wait until i get this week over with!

I will start subbing byakuyakou joan! =op

Kat-Tun is SUPER HOT!... I love ~~Kat-Tun's~~ KAt-tUn's album! [Joan's correction... ]

b3ho1dsmil3 @ 2006-03-18T23:48:00

2006-03-19T04:52:57Z

I AM DEAD TIRED. But i'm still awake! Haha. =op

I have been sleeping SO late it's not even funny. At the same time, I am stressed as heck! Blah... anyways... I can't wait until i get this crap over with! HMPH!

Fun at the party! Fun at the mall! MUAHAH!

last day of school before march break O_O

2006-03-10T21:47:22Z

I don't really like today, cuze stupid english. But i am glad i got those parts done. Sorta relaxed now. ^_^ Not gonna do ANYTHING today. Way too lazy guy. Sleepover tonight! YEAH! This morning i was dying. I slept a little bit in first period. So it's pretty good! ^_^ keke. I didn't have world history today. That's great! ^_^ keke.

First day back to school, NO ENGLISH for two days! Great. But then after we have to hand in assignment and stuff and also presentation! >< I hope we will be able to prepare it. ^_^ hmmm... I REALLY need to work on World History this week. Take it down guy! =op keke. I don't really know what i am typing anymore.

Don't be sad, cuze i will be sad with you too! =op

Today was okay. ^_^ Last period. Yum! keke.

Happy!

2006-03-09T21:39:17Z

Yeah, finally 18! ^_^

An okay day. Ru-le-shi-yo!

MB is more like working time for me. O_O Argh.