So it's the weekend la. =T I don't know how to be cheerful for this. =op There is so much on my mind. I wish I know what to do. I think the best thing to do is try to keep myself occupied so I won't think crazy things. =op keke. It's been a while since I have updated.

I need to clean! moving my crap. keke.

Just two more weeks. =) I am worried ar.

Whee... I have been watching some chinese, taiwanese, japanese ep! O yeah and aime.

Finished...
- White Robe of Love 白袍之戀(SO GOOD!) (20)
- Fugo Keiji II

Middle of...
- War and Destiny 亂世佳人 (10)
- Eternal Love 倩女幽魂 (9)
- Primadam (6)
- Silence 深情密碼 (5)
- Sapuri (2)
- My Boss my Hero (1)
- Air Gear (14)
- Utawarerumono(14)
- Kiba (13)
- Strawberry Panic (7)
- Taiyou no Uta (1)
- Princess Princess D (1)
- Nana (15)

Gonna start
- Tokyo Juliet 東方茱麗葉
- Petopeto-San
- Tomorrow 愛情白皮書 (need to d/l)

I have been sleeping late because of watching all those! hahha... =op baka me.

I haven't posted here for such a long time. So here I am updating. I guess this is how life is gonna work. Things come and go, but memories will always last. A lot of my friends are going away next year to University/College away from Sauga and here I am: stuck. Well, I can't necessarily say I am stuck, but let's just say this is fate.

Okay, I didn't get into the program and the University I wanted to go to. Big deal. So here I am now. It's not like I am unhappy about where I am, it's just I guess I want a bit of independence. Learn how to take care of myself, more privacy, more freedom. I think I will never learn what is enough. I remember a while back I use to be content with what I have. As of now, that has changed, for better or for worst? Who knows.

With friends going away, it's a bit scary. Scary for what the future witholds. I wish I can control these things, but I can't in reality. I just really hope+pray things won't be too hard.

Sometimes life is just difficult. Watch over me please, God.

Going to St. Jacob on tuesday. It'll be interesting, lots of things to look at, but nothing to buy. It's just one of those places!

O yeah last sunday, me and joan went to pmall. It was really fun. LoL I spend most of my money on food. The rest on picture. lol... I didn't actually buy much. =op fobby pictures! ^+^

Anyways... I can't wait until frosh week... my parents better not get in the way of going out late.... =op

=T June sucks SO MUCH. Exams, summer, STRESS, uni decision! These things SUCK!

Well I have decided which uni I would go to, so I am happy. Moreover, something else makes me uber happy as well. =op keke. Car, new phone, date! ahhh...

O yeah, today i was being stupid, well just grumpy and over-sensitive to some comments. I am happy that it all worked out though.

O yeah, ISU and summatives are coming up! I hate those. They are absolutely horrible. Why must we face such stress!!!! ahh... =op. I am so slacking... i should just go to bed... since i am uber tired.

Blah, i give up on my world history. Oyasumi dudes!

I have chosen UTM. Simply because it offers a good program, not like Mac doesn't. But, it's too far away. =op From.... loo.

So going to utm will allow me to GET the car, visit chris and have dates ( pretty sad, but i am happy about it.) Like honestly from what the universities offered me, utm is really the best choice, beside Mac.

These few weeks is going to be really busy. English ISU and World History Summative. Dang. So freakin busy.

My world history exam is on the last day, which is June 23! So... i don't think i will study for this, cuze it doesn't even count. =op I just need to do well on my english exam and try not to fail it. AND ACE accounting which is impossible, but whatever.

TOMORROW IS grad reception AND bye bye birdie show! I can't wait!

At the moment, I am making a decision about University.
I am stressed, sad, depressed, whatever you name it.

Laurier for economic - BA economic and accounting (May switch to BBA)
UTM and MAC - B. Com.

What do I do?

CMA is where I want to be.
Laurier is where I want to be, the program will get me somewhere. sigh* Parents want me to go to utm. What to do, what to do.

My world is collapsing.

Just a picture from Medieval Times. I just think it's fun doing this.

Went grocery shopping with my mom and brought LOTS OF SNACKS! One thing that makes me happy is picking and buying snacks. Food makes me happy.

My parents said before I was always so grumpy, so i am better now. I guess it's kinda true, I have been really grumpy and stressed. Things are better now, so i am happy. Sorry to those i have been mean to. >.< Forgive me.

Now for school, I just need to work hard on my english essay, I want to do well! ^_^

Make up class is the fun-est, i can't wait until tuesday! keke.

Recent Chinese episode: The Dance of Passion, La Femme Desperado
Anime: Nana, Utawarerumono, Kiba, Makai Senki Disgaea
I need to catch up on jap series >.<

FOOD! ja na!

It was so fun! I liked it.

Baddy today, so tired.

I did my test today. I failed it.
I also did my english essay outline. Good thing. Or i would die tonight. I just need to get my rough copy signed.

Funny, after how long? Someone managed to tell me I have a very bad temper. I guess he is right. Recently I have been so grumpy and just so bitchy, I am just stressed beyond anything. I guess it was very hard to work with me. I don't blame them. Blah. I guess i should go back to the nice me. =op It's little things that I get pissed off at and it builts up, and then it turns into a grumpy me.

I think I need a day off, or i'll die of stress.

I am so glad this week is over soon. Now i have to stress about prom! haha. Still need to buy necklace and bracelet. Hmmm also this make up thing. This will roughly cost a lot? I don't know. keke.

Make up class are the fun-est!

O YEAH! Medival Times tomorrow! ^_^ Fun fun, but i have to come back and get my essay signed. Argh* One imperfection thing.